my life.........s0....sO...SO COMPLICATED!!!

why...why...why...
why my life so complicated??
can somebody tell me why??
can somebody help me??
haiz~
gonna crazy d...

huhu...
2day..
when i listen chinese's subject start to changed the FORMAT from tis 2010 year...
wuwu~ donoe why, i feel very DOWN...
start to think many things again....
many things suddenly appear on my mind...
WHY!!! why will like tat??? who can tell me...
haiz,..

acttually chinese's paper jus got 2 paper only...
tat was PAPER 1 & PAPER 2...
now gonna change to PAPER 1,2,3...
got 3 paper oledi...
OH MY GOD~!!
how cum like tat...huhu...
i dun wan...i dun wan...

paper 1& 2, got some section need to about 500++ words...
how i can... i no hav idea to write essay 1 lar...
so, i planning drop my chinese...
am i make a right decision to drop my chinese's subject??
i donoe...

some1 ask me not to drop my chinese's subject...
he say chinese easy... but, i dun think it's easy...
if easy...i sure get A oledi...
now, i really worried and scare...
my parents oso ask me not to drop my chinese oso...
but, how???
haiz.....FAN a...!!!

nowadays....i really feel very stress....
stress about wat??
sure is my future and my lesson lor...
haiz,...

wat i gonna be in my future???
no 1 will know...wat will happen in the next second and the next moment...
nobody will know...
haiz....